I'm not dead. I know I've been disappeared for a time, but I'm not having my best time.
As I said in past journals, the situation in my house is really horrible and I'm trying to carry on with all the shit that a divorce means. In addition that we (my mom, brother and sister) are all alone, because we didn't receive any help from my uncles and grandmothers. It's so sad, I know, but I think I can't surrender now. My mom is not ok, and I can't act like a stupid girl. So I decided to keep on helping her in every think I can.
That means that I've reduced hours of hobbies and all that things. But now, for example, she is giving me leasons of painting (it's her passion). I want a jacket of COBHC's last DVD: Chaos Ridden Years - Stockholm Knockout Live.
Today I started with it, and I discovered that it's relaxing and funny for me . So, when I finish with the jacket I will try to take some pictures with my web cam (it's a crap, but it's the only thing I have ).
By the way, I'm always taking a look here . I miss terribly all of you and your art .

Well, here we have some tags! . The first one was taken from AEW's journal. I hope you like it .
You have to write 6 facts about your self and then tag other 6 people.
1: I'm left handed
2: I love metal music
3: I love my mom, my brother and my sister
4: I hate summer
5: One of my biggest wishes is to travel to Europe
6: I love to stay at home, but when I come out to party... I party hard .

I tag:


And I took this tag from Ezaren's jounal. I hope you like this one too .

You have to write:
a) 6 weird facts about me and b) 6 things I love.

a) One: I don't like sleeping. Really. I hate it. I feel so dumb, and I think I'm losing time.
Two: I can't stay without hearing music. I NEED IT.
Three: I don't like chocolate. It doesn't call my atention.
Four: I don't like Coca-Cola. It's really disgusting
Five: I've found my two best friends, Paddie and Prongs, reading their blogs four years ago. And last year I met them face to face, when I traveled to Buenos Aires. Was a dream come true.
Six: I can change the end of my dreams when I'm sleeping. That's the reason when I got nightmares, before the worst thing is coming, I wake up...

b) One: I love art. It's the blood that runs through my veins.
Two: I love my mom, my brother, my sister, and my friends. They are all I have.
Three: I love metal. It's my life, I have lots of memories mixed with so beautiful sounds...
Four: I love DeviantART, and the bunch of people I've met here. I can't belive that exists so polite and beautiful people around the world.
Five: I love autumn, and cold weather. It's pure pleasure for me, and it's always giving me inspiration.
Six: I love History. It's a great hobbie for me, and I love to listen, read and watch all that is related with this subject.

That's all . Hope you're fine. Best wishes and good luck in everything! .

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I'm so sorry if I couldn't answer all the comments and journals from 25th to today.
I'm still sick. Is horrible, I've been vomiting five times a day (I was sober, it's only a virus), but now I have only headache and stomachache. I'll try to come back to DA as soon as I can.
Thanks a lot for you kindness and supporting .

Happy New Year! , and best wishes.

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First of all I wanna thank to all the lovely people I met here. You taught me a lot of things about you, and your lovely countries. Really, thanks a lot.

Well, it was not a very good year if I take a look at my family. Ok, if take a look at my family, this year was a shit. But... it was a positive year after all. I met a lot of people who is really great, I learned a lot things, and I think I was so near to know myself.
So, I'll try to keep on walking, on trying, on beliving.

Thanks a lot, my lovely cookies! .
I wish you a happy new year! And merry christmas, for the who still believe .

P.D: Hehe, I forgot! Happy Birthday to Tuomas!! , on 25th. It's my favourite poet and musician, he deserve it! .

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1. Surname: Tellechea.
2. Name: Aldana.
3. Date of Birth: 21 April 1990
4. Have you been in love?: Oh, yes... sometimes I think I'm still in love.
5. Who was your first love?: His name is Sebastian... he was a great friend, and a funny boyfriend . But we were too young, you know...
6. Favourite Month: April, of course. It's autumn here, and it's my favourite season.
7. Which colour is your underwear?: It's black and white.
8. Have you been drunk?: Yeah, hehe, many times.
9. Have you ever loved someone to the point of crying?: Emph, yes. Many times too.
10. Have you been on a car crash?: No, thanks God.
11. Sprite or Seven up?: I don't know. I don't like sodas, only if I mix them with vodka, you know...
12. Beer or Wine?: FUCK! what can I choose?... Beer, of course. ... emph, I don't know.
13. Tea or coffee?: Coffee. I just love it.
14. If you were a crayon, which colour would you be?: Blue.
15. Blankets with animals or plain?: Plain.
16. Favourite Food?: Fruit Salad, of course.
17. Which part of your body do you like most to be kissed?: The neck.
18. Which song are you listeining right know?: "The Curtains Are Falling", Stratovarius
19. Flower: Jazmín.
20. Most hated conversation subject?: Television.
21. What is the first thing you watch in the opposite sex?: Hands, legs, and beard.
22. Are you in love?: Maybe...
23. Favourite Film?: Fuck... I like a lot of films. Gladiator, Lord Of The Rings, and Alexander.
24. Kisses or hugs?: Hugs... and kisses too.
26. Last visit to a hospital?: One year ago.
27. Which color is the carpet or floor of your room?: The carpet is bordeaux, and the floor is dark red.
28. What's the name of your peluche?: Hihi, his name is Mikko Ramón .
29. Where do you see yourself in 15 years?: Maybe painting or writting. Or... maybe married, with some kids.
30. From wich person you recived this mail?: From my lovely sister .
31. Which of your friends lives the most far away from you?: I don't know... I knew a lot of friends here. Maybe Martin, Natalia, Viola, Solyndra or Kari...
32. How much do you love school?: I don't know. Sometimes I hate it SO much. But... I have good moments, and I think "it's a nice place, after all" . I'm fuckin crazy, I know.
33. Are you risentful?: It depends.
34. Which person do you expect to answer this faster?: I don't know... maybe you .
35. Pets?: One. She is a dog, and her name is Flor.
36. Best friend?: My cookies Padfoot, Prongs and Lucas. I fucking love them.
37. Which thing of your life would you like to change?: To have the dad I have five years ago...
38. How many rings before you take the phone?: Depends my humor. Sometimes I don't answer.
39. Weakness?: Maths ¬¬ I HATE IT
40. First thing you think after you wake up?: "Well, what I have to do today?"
41. If you could be another person, who would you be?: I really don't know. I would like to be Tuomas Holopainen .
42. Something you always wear and you never put away?: My jewels. Specially those I have in my neck.
43. Have you been depressed?: Yes, many times.
44. What do have under your bed?: Monsters.
45. Something you want to say to the person who send you this?: I love you, sister .
46. Do you hate somebody?: Unfortunately, yes.
47. Who would you like to answer this?: Everybody .
48. What would you like to say to somebody, but you don't have the courage?: "You always had the opportunity to be with somebody, but you never could see it. Or maybe you never wanted to see it"
49. Favourite Colours: Blue, Black, Red, and Grey
50. Most Used Words: "Mother fucker", "Suck it", "Kiitos", "Mhmph", "What?", "Hell Yeaah!! "
51. Favourite Book: Fuck!, I like a lot of books... maybe, my favourite it's "Lord Of The Rings".
52. Best thing in the world?: To use our minds, and help another people.
53. What do you do when you are bored?: I'm never bored. I always have something to do.
54. How does people call you?: Moony, Aldu, Aldanita, Moo.
56. hat is the meaning of life for you?: Suffering, pleasure, and thoughts
57. Favourite Song?: "Two For Tragedy", from Nightwish.
58. Which was the saddest moment of your life?: I really don't know. Maybe when I begin to think too much...
59. In this moment, are you in love?: Maybe.
60. Which is the craziest person you know?, and the simpliest?: My sister, and my particular professor Belen.
61. What are you looking for in the oposite sex?: Understanding.
62. What are you scared of?: Can't help my mother.
63. What do you think about death?: That is always awating.
64. Have you been in love with a friend of yours?: Haha, YES.
65. How many times do you spend with your make up?: Not so much.
66. What do you enjoy doing the most?: Lot of things. Writing, painting, drawing, talking, thinking, etc.
67. Favourite Magazine?: Mhhh... I don't read magazines.
68. What is the thing you wish the most?: I can't say... I wish I could live in Europe.
70. Which place would you go for holidays?: Finland, Poland and Italy.
71. Would you live in a foreign country?: Yes.
72. Who has never failed to you?: My mother, sister, brother, Lucas, Padfoot, and Prongs.
73. Cold Weather or Hot Weather?: COLD WEATHER.
74. Letter or E-mail?: Letter, of course.
75. Which is the person you miss the most?: My grandfathers.
76. What makes you have a good mood?: People smiling.
77. Favourite cartoon?: Wolf's Rain.
78. Football Team?: I don't know... River Plate?
80. Favourite TV Show?: I HATE TELEVISION
81. Do you like any sport?: I like to watch, hehe .
82. Worst feeling in the world?: Loneliness.
83. Best feeling in the world?: Pleasure.
84. Future name of your children?: Male: Alexi, Tuomas or Hephaistion (YES, HEPHAISTION). Femele: Véronique, Juhanna.
85. Chocolate or Vanilla?: Vanilla
86. One or two pillows?: Two.
87. Do you sleep with peluches?: Yes, with three. Mikko Ramón, Ryuuichi and Lion.
88. Favourite Number?: Seven.
89. Favourite Toy?: My three peluches.
90. Say something to the person you love: Please, don't go.
91. Favourite condiment for salad?: Salt.
92. What don't you like to eat?: Meat.
93. Who congratulated you first in your last birthday?: My mom.
94. Who is the best player?: Maximus (Gladiator)
95. What time is it?: 14:20
96. Which is your dream?: I have many. One of them is to be a real artist.

Thanks for reading . Best wishes .

P.S: A gift for those who cannot downloaded the Alexi's wallpaper


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Sometimes I think that some things should happen for a singular reason, you know.
Last night, at nine o'clock, my cellphone rang. I tried to guess who was the one who was calling me so late, but I could only read "Private Number".
I picked up the phone and... guess who was the person? Yes, just Fabiana. I don't how she got my number... but she got it.

"Hi, Aldu! how are you?" she said.
"Emph... well... who is it?"
"Me!, Fabiana! "
"Ohh... how are you?..."
"Fine, fine, fine, and you?"
"What do you need?", I asked. I was so tired, and not in my best day.
"I need a VERY big favour. You see, I have a 5 in Literary Analysis. And the professor told me that I need an 8 to approve the signature"
"So?"
"Can you do for me the exercise 4 from the last exam? Because I couldn't finished it and she told me that if I do it, she probably approve me".
"Of course! . Tomorrow we have free hour of Filosophy, so go in the normal hour, and I will do it for you."
"Ok!, Oh! Thanks a lot, I'm really thankful! "
"No, it's ok. See you tomorrow in the school library at half past seven".
"Bye! a kiss"

I was really thinking about helping her. But... in few minutes, I changed the planes.
I was not going to do a shit for her. I was so sorry, but she never helped me when I needed her help. She never says hello when I enter the classroom. And she is not a person who really deserves our help. And an evil smile appeared in my face. This was my opportunity, and I was not going to let it go.

Today, I went to a café near the school at half past six, to met Lalu (a friend from classroom), and help her with the same subject.
Fabiana, obviously, went to school. But I never appeared. And when the time arrived, I entered school. I went up the three everyday stairs and entered the classroom. Everybody was inside. Fabiana looked at me wishing me dead.
So... I wanted her to taste her own poison. I said hello and put my best face of pity.

"Oh, Faby... I'M SO SORRY!", I said, "My father was SO busy, and he couldn't bring me at time..."

She looked at me so bad. But she didn't say a word. I said hello to the others, and automatically, everybody told me that she insulted me all the time, because I didn't appear. From "stupid girl" to "fucking bitch".
Then, when I put my bag on the desk, sitting me next to Tom, she put her everyday pity face. But I didn't looked at her, until she started to grab my school-shirt.
With an uncontroled smile I looked her. She was looking me with the same face, again.

"Can you help me?"
"Sure..."

But when she opened her folder, the professor arrived the classroom. And without fooling around she read the final marks. And... I felt so good. I know it was not correct. But, I did my own justice, in the name of all my classmates.

"Fabiana... you have the 5" the professor said, "(...) Aldana, you have a 10"

But this didn't end here. When she finished her acting of crying like a stupid little girl (SHE KICKED THE FLOOR, I SWEAR), she came to me again.

"Aldu... can you help me to do the excercise 4?" she asked for nth time.

I was going to said "NO". But... I don't know. I accepted.

"Ok... look my exam, take fotocopies of it, and change the words", I answered.
"No, I need your help"
"And here you have it..."
"I need you to do my own exam"
"Oh, no. Sorry, I have no time, Fabiana. I have to study Maths and for your bussiness I have no time. If you want the exam, accept it, if not, it's ok too"
"Well... ok, I want it".

But she broke my balls all the fucking morning, EVERYTIME, asking me ALL KIND OF QUESTIONS YOU CAN IMAGINE ABOUT POETRY ANALYSIS.
Belive me, I was very close to stab the pen in her head. She was pissing me off... BADLY.
So, she bothered me to the point I decided to ignore her. Should I have the responsibility of her fucking final mark? NO. She didn't do a shit in the fucking year, and she always wanted all there, served. My foot! I'm so sorry, I really don't give a flying fuck anymore. With that fake phonecall, she said all.
And I don't regret. Because sometimes this is the only way that people like this understand things.

Thanks a lot again for your kindly word. I'm so glad and thankful, really .
I'm proud to know people like you, my cookies! Thanks a lot, really .

My best wishes, and good night, metallerhearts!


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